welp .. i guess since myspace is down.. i'll just do crap on here.. how sad .. xanga is a last resort 2 boredom .. lol .. hmm.. well since i really have nuthin 2 do on here n im talkin 2 myself .. i think i'll just go 2 hoverspot .. VIVE LA MYSPACE !! hehe ... im out

<33NeTrA

okay, so yea.. im a little down.. i have my reasons and it suxx that i cant talk to any1 about it really. we're gunna give this thing a name " IT ". well it's been going on for at least two weeks now really, and i cant take it anymore, and its not fair to me. i mean theres like four sides to it's story and im hearing them all, and i got ppul talking in my ear. and theres things going on w/it and me that no1 nknows, so when they say sumthin', we hafta realize that they dont know...... this suxx, i mean talking goes nowhere .. its been a month.. nothin still...just pure abuse, and it makes no sense .. i havent cried much, and i wont start this regular basis thing now... kiarabelle got me an interview, i got a drill meet this weekend, and kye's b-day, and i got these tests to take, so im just gunna throw all my energy into that stuff, @ least until i absolutley cant hold it off anymore.. i can hold out for at least a month i think, well i guess this is it for now

<3Netra

Things were lookin kinda iffy 4 me an' .... i still cant put his name in a post.. iunno why, it still seems like a private matter even tho every1 knows..... well to all my ppulz who know, you know who im speaking of..... well yeah, i got to asking questions that i kinda already knew would cause an issue. we had a super long talk, and we kinda broke up for like 2 or 3 mins. maybe * seriously* but sumwhere in there we came to the conclusion that us been in us 4 a while, and we didnt want to hafta let it go and try to go back to being just friends again... he decided that watever problems that we had or might have in the future, we'd handle it together as it comes.... my mom doesnt like it tooo much, but i dont really care wat she thinks anymore, which is really kinda sad, but if this is how it as to be then so be it, she's not the only 1 who seems to have sum internal conflict about our relationship, but hey, its OUR relationship, not his hers and theirs.. im ready to be happy and not worry and i dont care wat it takes to maintain this status.... well enywayz w had a really good day today, and im glad that i brought up some of the things that i did.. i mean it came at a price no doubt, but it helped a little bit tho, it really did... well enywayz Mizz Ariel, im glad ur not too hurt by w/e it is he may have done, and ya i remember justin, he hwas cute, i LUV that kidd ( he's prolli older than me n' everything 2 .. ) he was sucha sweet guy, why'd he move ? well i hope everythings works out w/ya'll .. lemme now how that goes chik. and oh yes, even thru all the rough spots that we have, and that are to come, im still very happy w/him, and i cant imagine myself with any1 else

                                                                              NeTrA

Six years, five months
That’s how long we been having this thing
We’ve got
Every moment hasn’t been perfect but still
When it’s perfect it feels
Like we’re the only two people
Who have something real

And now three years, two weeks
That’s how long we’ve been raising our family
And I wouldn’t go trade it
(that love that w e got)
So don’t go change it
I love you just the way you are

Chorus:
It’s true love
When you say you need me like I need you
And you can’t be without me
Like I can’t be without you
It’s true love
When we spend time talking on the phone
Cause when we’re not around each other
We don’t wanna be alone
It’s true love love love love
Don’t you know that it’s good to be in love love love love
Just beleave me truefully cause love
Is never ever making you cry
Before I tell you a lie
I’ll give my life cause that’s true love

Now when the love’s right
Somehow you just know
Cause you hold her tight
And you don’t wanna let her go

And it’s so deep inside of you that
You just can’t take it cause it
Fills up your heart and you just
You can’t replace it oh no

Somebody’s making love
Non-stop tonight
And makin’ makin’ love
I know what it feels like
Grab your lover by the hand
Say that you understand
How love really works
So good that it hurts

Chorus:
It’s true love
When you say you need me like I need you
And you can’t be without me
Like I can’t be without you
It’s true love
When we spend time talking on the phone
Cause when we’re not around each other
We don’t wanna be alone
It’s true love love love love
Don’t you know that it’s good to be in love love love love
Just beleave me truefully cause love
Is never ever making you cry
Before I tell you a lie
I’ll give my life cause that’s true love

Cause I don’t need nobody but
You in my life oh baby
(oh no no)
(-)
Cause I don’t need nobody but
You in my life oh baby
(oh no no)
(-)

Chorus:
It’s true love
When you say you need me like I need you
And you can’t be without me
Like I can’t be without you
It’s true love
When we spend time talking on the phone
Cause when we’re not around each other
We don’t wanna be alone
It’s true love love love love
Don’t you know that it’s good to be in love love love love
Just believe me truefully cause love
Is never ever making you cry
Before I tell you a lie
I’ll give my life cause that’s true love

oh snapz ... UPDATE !!

                                         I know itz kinda really sick but i actually like this layout ( colors and all )

( is this a better update miss ariel marie ?  )

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UPDATE : 3/18 ( military ball ! )

i had so much fun at the military ball.. every1 was soo pretty .. okay so lets see, i had to go to the beautiful shop to get y hair done, which by the way i actually like my hairstyle alot more than wut i pictured.. i had got my nails done the day before so that all i really had to do for the day, but it took a long ass time so yea. well enywayz i came home took a shower and got sum b4 snap shots ** not too hot if i do say so myself, it was the surprise kind, the ones where you just got out the shower, you open the door and SURPRISE !! ya big sis' is at the door w/a freakin camera  **.. well enywayz we got dressed and beautfulfied, and me Andrea, and Krystal took sum pix. together b4 we left.( i might post those ).. we were a little bit late cuz we had to run to the store for sum cameras er w/e .. and after tryna find 1billion " fast ways " to get there we made it there.. when i first walked in ppul'z wuz lookin at me like who the flip is she ? then they were like omg !! Kennetra !! ......awkward..... well enywayz, Brent kinda stuck by my side faithfully the whole night  (  ) .. and sum1 i absolutley positively adore was like WOA u look gorgeous, just amazing, i gotta have a hug *  * .... cant say i turned that 1 down at all .... my bud chris was like you look beautiful ( so said sean, brent, cortez, reuben, and sum other guyz outta my company )..it was strange to hear from sum1 other than my friends, it was nice. I also got a kiss from sum1 that night that i used to have the hugest crush on , but he had a gf (  )so i never messed with him .... me and all of my friends were gettin compliments from random ppul all night it was pretty kewl, and we of course took pix. pretty much the whole night so even if i dont post any sum1 is bound to.... errr lets see, the dance, i danced with james to that M.J.B song " be w/out you " .. and sum random country song .. hard as it was i danced w/brent twice ... got party hopped by reuben, king, and brent, dragged onto the floor by Bahja when lean wit it rock wit it came on, and snap ya fingaz and sumtin else.. then that country ass honky tonk song came on and all the black ppul wuz like  wtf ??  ** but u kno black folks, and whether we know tha song or not, we gone dance.. u had to see it, funny stuff **  well enywayz, James got king of the court for military ball .. Emily. P got queen, and the rest isnt important..... Afterwards we met james at ihop, but Andrea had to leave early by orders of the parents so that sucked .. well enywayz a bunch of other pul from rotc was up there too so we got sum " special treatment " from the waiters.... Me James and Krystal didnt stay up there longer than we had to cuz it got pretty weird up in there... he was a perfect gentlemen, such a sweet guy ... he brought us home told us we looked gorgeous, and we chilled for a little bit, but not long cuz i was tired as heck.... he left but he called like 10mins.later, i didnt get to talk to him cuz my mom decided that she wanted to talk to me more so she told him id call him back ( that did NOT happen.. i was just too tired ) .. but enywayz yea, went to church the next day no details on that * then you'd kno too much  *..... didnt see miss ariel marie there, so hopefully she has an awesome excuse .. like the sky was falling er sumtin to that effect. so yup, i had fun, it was hard seeing him there wit sum1 else but i made the best of it and smiled anywayz... g2g ( grounded )

                                                                             NeTrA

update : My Break ....

My break was considerably great .. i mean i didn't do anything overly spectacular er nothin' but i spent alot of time w/my most favorite person in the whole universe, yup yup i sure did .. that saturday i went to the mall with mai big sis and got a new outfit ( i actually like it too ), we looked for military ball dresses for krystal, then we went to barnes & nobles and had starbucks, afterwards we went out to eat @ bennigans .. i was kinda not on speaking terms w/james cuz he ticked me off pretty bad, but after we left bennigans i went over there to pick up mai mp3 player, and we sumwut talked a little. he came over mai sis' house the next day and we chilled for a while. ermmmm, cant remember monday exactly, but he came over mai sis' house, and we ordered pizza and watched more movies .... tuesday he came over and he started his paint job on Kiara's room, then he left and later we took sum pix. and me, James, and Jennifer went out to celebrate his b.day ( his b.day was actually on the 1st, but i didnt wanna celebrate on wednesday cuz i didnt want sumthin else to absorb time ). we went to the mall so he could pick out a gift, then we bought tickets for Final Destination 3, and then we went to Carraba's ( i dont like that place at all  .. it was digusting and I wanted to go to R.J Gators but i was outnumbered so yea .. not my choice ).. even tho i didnt want to be there i still had fun, they made fun of me cuz they said i was bitter towards the waiter, and thatz why my food was suspicious, i think the place was just nasty. After dinner we went to see the movie er w/e and we went back to mai sis' house and voila the nite was over.. the next day he spent the majority of the day painting the room, when he decided to stop hibernating in the fumes he came out and guess what we did.. yes you guessed right, we watched MOVIES.. and yes thatz pretty much how the whole week went but it was fun.. thursday i got into an icefight w/James while he was on break from painting ( i won ), it was also my neice Kiara's b.day so me , James, Kristina, and Krystal & of course Kiara went out to eat at salt grass steak house.. that place has sum awesome food, i didnt say much the whole time tho, i think i was in a mood .. well enywayz, we got back to the house, and Stina did her job as a big sister to bring me back to earth.. James was a bit on the pitifully miserable side cuz he was sick, but he was still around..but enywayz after that we waaaaattcchhhheedddd  MOOOOVVVVIIEEEESSSS !! hehe ... lemme see.. friday, he wasn't feeling well, but he put sum finishing touches on the room ( which looks really nice btw ), angela came over and we all just kinda hung out at the house for a while .. eventually Angela and Krystal left so it was me, Stina, her grandpa, and Kiara & James... i harassed James a little bit less cuz he was actually kinda looking pitiful and it just wasnt as fun... more of stina's family came in, and there was a small dinner party type thing.. saturday we had kiara's b.day party.. i helped set up a little, but after that i went and got in stina's bed cuz i was miserably sick, and so went the weekend and my monday.... wasn't that nice to read ?? i thought you might like it, i enjoyed it * minus being sick * .. hmm owell.. im outta churr, might post sum pix laterz, not now tho.

<3                                                                    Netra                                                                         <3